Juxtapose

Seriously, sometimes I question why Yahweh doesn't just wipe us all out. Sometimes I want to pray that He will. I feel what Job felt, only not from the same situation. I don't want pity. I don't even want anything for myself. I just want to close my eyes and not wake up sometimes. Desperation is a scary thing, and, amusingly, I don't even feel desperate myself. I just feel desperate for my family. For my Mother and Father. I always feel so desperate for their rest. I feel, I feel. I believe, on the other hand, that God was not lying when He said, "Call upon me in the day of trouble. I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me." in Psalm 50:15. The belief must always overhaul feelings.