Juxtapose

I'm sorry, I really am.
Again I've failed someone I love.
How can I say this without all those darn cliché's?
It's only been three months since I let you go.
(I'm still kicking myself)
Was I thinking straight?
Are my convictions safe?
Am I doomed for life?
And if I've made the wrong decision...
Have I used up my last chance..?

I'm here again, thinking 'them old thoughts.'
Just sitting 'round, making up for lost opportunity.
Pondering the past.
It all goes by so fast.
And once again I think that I've hurt you.

I don't know what to say, I really don't.
If I could speak, what would emerge?
Maybe it's best for all if I stay away.
Forgive me if I can't speak when you're here.
(I don't know what to say)
Will my actions haunt?
Will I spend the rest of my life regretting?
Will my choice come back to bite me?

I'm here again, thinking 'them old thoughts.'
Just sitting 'round, making up for lost opportunity.
Pondering the past.
It all goes by so fast.
And once again I think that I've hurt you.